not alone (Explicit) - sadeyes/Lil Xtra

Ripped black jeans and Snow White hair

It's like no one sees or no one cares

It's like all I crave is her

But I'm not what she deserves

She f**ks with my head on the daily

She f**ked me like she really hate me

She love when I sing her to sleep

I love her so much I can't breathe when she speak

I see stars in my dreams

Every girl I talk to hates me

I feel like I can't even cry I wouldn't date me

And if you told me that you

Loved me you were faking

I make the most of all the hearts

I end up breaking so

I don't even cry no more

But lately I been crying on the floor like

I don't even want this life

Why does it have to seem so bright

I know

I know

I know

You're

You're not alone not alone

You're not alone

Ripped black jeans and Snow White hair

It's like no one sees or no one cares

It's like all I crave is her

But I'm not what she deserves

Yeah I know I'm not alone but it sure does feel like

Everyone hates me I just don't feel right

And you said you're not alone

But when I show up there's no one home

It's not easy believe me when

I'm standing right here and you still can't see me

I'm in your ear but you still can't hear me

I'm speaking truth and you still don't believe me

I've been broken before and I'm broken again

I guess I'm being punished for my sins

Lately my nightmares feel like my friends

'Cause only they understand me in the end

I don't that s**t

Don't touch me

Seem that's right

I know

I know

Don't wanna cry

Wanna don't try this