Deeper Than Love - Colleen Green

Someday I hope for a lover to kill me

It's the closest I can hope to get to anybody

It's the closest I can come to being really free

And it's a ring of questions on my mind lately

Like will I find a love that lasts as long as my life

Or will I die before ever becoming a wife

And I'm wondering if I'm even the marrying kind

How can I give you my life when I know you're just gonna die

Is there anything stronger than biology

Is love being ruined by technology

Now a day's commitment seems like a burden to carry

I don't wanna think about it

I don't wanna I don't wanna

Think about it think about it

I don't wanna I don't wanna

Think about it think about it

I don't wanna I don't wanna

Think about it think about it

I don't wanna think about it

It's too scary

And the closest I can come to being free

Is letting my lover perform experiments on me

Observe and analyze

And empirically hypothesize

'Coz I want to know real so desperately

But I think it's gotta happen scientifically

'Coz I'm scared afraid of real intimacy

You know the kind they say happens psychologically

Dressed up like a surgeon you cut open my heart

Remove the brain leave the body in charge

No more emotions taking control

We both pick a part and play out our role

Further than fantasy

Deeper than love could ever be

Further than fantasy

Deeper than love could ever be

And the only best friends I ever made

Were people I knew I didn't have to see every day

The closest to true love I ever came

Was with someone I kept many miles away

'Coz I'm wary of eliminating distance

This could surely be the death of any romance

'Coz I'm sh*tty and I'm lame and I'm dumb and I'm a bore

And once you get to know me you won't love me anymore

And that possibility worries me the most

Not harm or abuse or becoming a ghost

It's the closeness the intimacy

I'm afraid it might kill me

Further than fantasy

Deeper than love could ever be

Further than fantasy

Deeper than love could ever be