Heavy (Explicit) - Kiana Ledé (基亚娜·莱德)/Jenifer Lewis

Lyrics by：Michael McCall/Patrick McManus/Kiana Ledé Brown/Chelsea Lena

Composed by：Michael McCall/Patrick McManus/Kiana Ledé Brown/Chelsea Lena

I don't got my priorities straight

Don't know who I'm gonna be today

I'm no victim but I deal with s**t on the daily

Something pullin' I can't get away

Never livin' outside of my head

I don't like showin' weakness so I always fake it

Maybe some day I will gain composure

Maybe when I'm older I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared

'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down

It takes control turns my faith into doubt

Even when it's all workin' out

I'm on my feet then I pull out the ground

So heavy oh

And when you lay up d**n I feel needy

I just can't take it if it ain't you who

Love me when I naked

F**k all my problems wish I could show 'em

Don't feel that don't feel that don't feel that way

I can't get up in the mornin'

It's too hard if I even try it try it

You in here to tell me turn my anxiety

Into excitement

Maybe one day I will gain composure

Maybe when I'm older I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared

'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down yeah

It takes control turns my faith into doubt

Even when it's all workin' out

I'm on my feet then I pull out the ground

I wanna be light I wanna be light

Someone help me just feel alive

Is there a potion you got I could take

I wanna be light feel like nothing's right

If you got the answers I swear that I'll listen

I'm ready now ready now yeah

Something feels like it's weighing me down yeah

It takes control turns my faith into doubt hey

Even when it's all workin' out uh

I'm on my feet then I pull out the ground

So heavy

There's nowhere to run if there was I'd have been there

You take yourself with you

You can't run from yourself

You can't go down to the neighbor's house

You can't run you need to confront

What's goin' on in your own house

You have to confront it