awful(feat. Orchid) - blxty/Orchid

Lyrics by：blxty xd/Orchid

Composed by：blxty xd/Orchid

Produced by：odel

Odel hehe

Maybe I'm not the bad guy but I'm awful

Keep it all inside put my feelings in a bottle

Moving too fast full throttle

Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful

Maybe I'm not the bad guy but I'm awful

Keep it all inside put my feelings in a bottle

Moving too fast full throttle

Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful

I can't even see right now messed up

How am I gonna walk when I can't get up

In the hall I'm a student

Lights off watch your whole movement

And you treat me like a bad guy

Gotta keep my head high

Everyone on standby nobody to stand by

Gotta keep a hold of myself

If I would've let go you would have fell

Push the ******** into my head

Never listen to what you said

Check the ******** into my head

Never listen to what you

Oh I felt like I tried so hard

But it's never enough or a little bit too much

I'm bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling

Cut my skin like it's peeling

Heartbeat pull it out my chest

See crush it into mess we never really meant

I rip open your legs meat eat it oh so fresh

Bleed run myself to death

See ain't it oh so blessed

She opened up my head

Maybe I'm not the bad guy but I'm awful

Keep it all inside put my feelings in a bottle

Moving too fast full throttle

Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful

Maybe I'm not the bad guy but I'm awful

Keep it all inside put my feelings in a bottle

Moving too fast full throttle

Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful