365 - Arrested Youth

Lyrics by：Aaron Blackmar/Ian Johnson

Arranged by：Aaron Blackmar/Mike Green

Well I was caught up in the violence of myself

I won't deny it

Bottled up couldn't confide

And I stepped away from the game went silent

Calling out for help from the rafters

Hung my head you know what comes after

It's a sad confliction

Chained onto your own contradictions

Spring came and went I must confess

I spent that summer alone

In the night

Tossing and turning tryna get it right

'Cause truth be told I lost that drive I had inside of my soul

In the night

Hopeless no rest someone hit the lights

365 days ate me up inside

Every day I was afraid

Living in a hopeless mind

365 days that's when I realized

All of the chains are ready to break

I'ma make it out this time

I'm doubling down now life is a tough crowd

Felt like the black sheep stuck in the background

I had to find my way back to myself

I had to climb my way back from my hell

We all got depths we don't want to be

Self aspects we don't want to see

Sometimes we get caught in the mirror

I took a good look so I could see clearer

I'm still the same as I was but different

More trust and less self-infliction

More peace of mind and precision

Training my heart to take my the distance

365 days ate me up inside

Every day I was afraid

Living in a hopeless mind

365 days that's when I realized

All of the chains are ready to break

I'ma make it out this time

Spring came and went I must confess

I spent that summer alone

In the night

Tossing and turning tryna get it right

'Cause truth be told I had to make peace with my pride and my woes

In the night

Hopeless no rest then I hit the lights

365 days ate me up inside

Every day I was afraid

Living in a hopeless mind

365 days that's when I realized

All of the chains are ready to break

I'ma make it out this time

This time this time

I'ma make it out this time

This time this time

I'ma make it out this time

This time this time

I'ma make it out this time

This time this time

I'ma make it out this time