Everybody's willing to surrender

Uh,uh

This day in age,these trying times

The words in my heart

Allow my contradictions,let me be conflicted

Let me do some improve while everything feels scripted

Let me pull my weapon,shoot from where the hip is

Tell the truth,let it loose,do away with fiction

I'm feeling these days,no one's given leeway

People on the high road,swerving off the freeway

I’m trying to find the silver lining where it still hurts

I go by Chris now, remember I was Pill first, swallowing that pill hurts

Looking at the real world, who we are as people, feeling unfamiliar

I'm trying to find that moment to rewind back

Tell me where the time went

Show me where my mind's at

This world got me spinnin' in my chair

News cast got me sick, fist swinging at the air

Information overload, aimed from the overlords

I keep my head on a swivel, never overboard

In this day and age,these trying times

These are the- these are the thoughts in my mind

We knew from the start that things fall apart

These are the- these are the words in my heart

In this day and age,these trying times

These are the- these are the thoughts in my mind

We knew from the start that things fall apart

These are the- these are the words in my heart

Came back from tour,got diagnosed with pre-diabetes

That's too much partying,had to slow down the drinking

Meditation saved my life,I started reading

A book every two weeks,had to change my eating

Had to change my routine,had to stop the edies

Everyday I'm getting up but not getting ready

For the world,for myself,for my thoughts

When I was overseas I felt like something was off

I felt like I was performing at my shows

Reliving all of the torment that I know

Giving the crowd all the energy I had

But when I left the stage I was feeling worse than bad

We rehearsed these raps,the stories that we know

Destroy us as we grow

They collect music soul

What we think and eat is what will make us

My doctor surprised that I'm alive

I'm just grateful when I wake up

In this day and age, these trying times

These are the- these are the thoughts in my mind

We knew from the start that things fall apart

These are the- these are the words in my heart

In this day and age, these trying times

These are the- these are the thoughts in my mind

We knew from the start that things fall apart

These are the- these are the words in my heart

This day in age

these trying times

The words in my heart