Minotaur - Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble Of Shadows

Lyrics by：Anna-Varney Cantodea

Composed by：Anna-Varney Cantodea

I don't know where to begin

I don't know where to start

Oh I loved you once

Though you loved me not

I accepted that of course

Though it hurt a lot

I was lonely then

So yes it hurt a lot

You called me friend

Your efforts though were sparse

I guess you felt there was no need

Because you knew you were always in my heart

I had hoped that maybe

Now and then you would share

At least moments of your life

But you never seemed to care

You accepted me though

And I I trusted you

This is how it all began

And when at last you said

That you honestly cared

I believed that too

I believed you to be true

Then came the tide

And it brought a storm

It was bad so bad

Like it had never been before

I cried out in pain

In agony and despair

I called for your help

But you were not there

Like I knew you wouldn't be

I knew you would not hear

May not in time I knew

And I I accepted that too

I somehow made it

Through that night

I do not remember how

Do not know how I survived

And when at last you found

The note that I had sent

All you did was pretend

That you didn't understand

And you never came

You never even called

How am I your friend

When you do not care at all