Reflection - Sik World

The reflection of my face some wouldn't even recognize

Or who put me in this place

I wouldn't even recognize

Time has been so cruel

I could've blamed me but I blame you

I do

Lately I feel lost tell me if you find me

It's hard to put the past behind me

When my mind just sits there and keeps remindin' me

Of all the bulls**t that I kept inside me

I'm not lyin' when I tell you I feel like I'm lost

It just feels like I trapped in my thoughts

I just sit there and think and I think and I think

And I think and I think I lost it all

I am at home I got my back against the wall

I feel hella alone I got no one to call

And I'm still on my own because no one's involved

Tell me where do I go when everything falls

D**n I guess that's why I'm makin' this song

I just sit and reflect on every single thing that went wrong

My best friend he turned out to be a fake

The real definition of becomin' a snake

And I lost my girl too and that was my mistake

I put music above her and it took her place

And she's the one I love and my heart it just breaks

Because now I'm alone there's no girl to replace

Yeah I tried every day but it's always a waste

Ever since she left nothin's ever been the same

Lately it feels like I just been wildin' out

There's too many things that I'm findin' out

And my passion has been slowly dyin' out

And I'm still inside of a hole and I'm climbin' out

Just to stumble over but I'm tryin' out

Lost my composure so I write it out

I'm feelin' depressed and I'm hidin' out

I think that's why I'm cryin' out

The reflection of my face some wouldn't even recognize

Or who put me in this place I wouldn't even recognize

Time has been so cruel

I could've blamed me but I blame you

I do

I guess I'm to blame can't lie to me

Walk in the room and they start eyein' me

Feelin' overwhelmed with my anxiety

So I stay to myself and I overthink quietly

I stare in the mirror and vent there alone

You say you been there when I'm on my own

You say you'll be there when I know you won't

And you say you love me when I know you don't

I swear this depression isn't a motherf**kin' joke

Anxiety too I deal with them both

I been losin' my faith and my hope

Still haven't found a way I can cope

Yeah I think lovin' myself

Is the very thing that I need most

'Cause I lost everyone else that

I thought I would always keep close

And to think I gave you all that

I can

You took advantage of me and ran

I made you who you are now I ask

Why would you flip on me I don't understand

Told myself never again never reach out for a hand

Never put trust in a friend never give up where you stand

I gave everybody a chance just to see we didn't last

Nothin' that I been doing has been I pannin' out

I'm sufferin' and you stand around

And I'm fallin' so f**kin' hard I could smash the ground

Wishin' that I could have my mom and dad around

Anxiety got the best of me and I'm spazzin' out

Exhausted so much I feel like just passin' out

I wanted the fame you can have it now

'Cause I ain't the same you can ask around

The reflection of my face some wouldn't even recognize

Or who put me in this place I wouldn't even recognize

Time has been so cruel

I could've blamed me but I blame you

I do