Lost (Explicit) - Vin Jay
Lyrics by:Vincent Jacovelli
Still lost tryna find a way
But I feel like I'm runnin' on E
Yeah
No sleep and I'm miles away
From the place that I really wanna be
I know I gotta pay my toll
I'm not sure I should take this road
I just pray that I can make it on my own
Oh no no no
Another lonely night neglecting
Everything that matters
Just lock myself in the booth
And spew all the pain that's gathered
I guess this rapper life ain't
Everything I thought it'd be
Been declining all my family
Members when they calling me
I'm locked in
Hopin' I can find some inspiration
At the cost of missing moments
With the people I relate with
Anxious pray that when
I'm old I won't regret it
But in my heart of hearts
Know I was born to be a legend
No debate this is fate
This was written in the stars
Ain't make it this far
Just to quit and fall apart
Been giving y'all my soul
This is more than just art
It's who I want to be vs
Who I was at the start
You know
Still lost tryna find a way but
I feel like I'm running on E
Yeah
No sleep and I'm miles away
From the place that I really wanna be
I know I gotta pay my toll
I'm not sure I should take this road
I just pray that I can make it on my own
Oh no no no
But either way know I'ma write
Until my time is up
It ain't every day that God'll bless
You with this kind of luck
It's kinda ****** that
I could even complain
When there's a crowd full of people
Who been screaming my name
I gotta readjust
And take this life for what it's worth now
It got me out my nine to five
And put me in my first house
Turned me to a businessman
When I was just a burnout
Parabolic net worth and all
Of it's insured now
Double then diversify
I don't gotta blur the lines
Give it to 'em straight and sugarcoat
If they prefer the lie
Know this life absurd and
I just want to get my head straight
Think the root of evil really
Turned me to a head case
Still lost tryna find a way
But I feel like I'm running on E
Yeah
No sleep and I'm miles away from
The place that I really wanna be
I know I gotta pay my toll
I'm not sure I should take this road
I just pray that I can make it on my own
Oh no no no