i’ll be happy when - Lyn Lapid

Lyrics by：Katelyn Lapid/Christina Galligan/Lucas Sim/Alex Goldblatt

Composed by：Katelyn Lapid/Christina Galligan/Lucas Sim/Alex Goldblatt

Produced by：Jason Suwito

I'll be happy when this lonely city feels like mine

Maybe when I have a license and a car to drive

I can take a trip to nowhere on the 405

Just to feel alive

I'll be happy when I finally can find real friends

Who all like me as am I and they don't all pretend

That I'm more than just a temporary

Means to an end

Thinking maybe then

That I'll be fine

But what if it's all too late?

What if I'm bound to break?

Cuz what if there's nowhere to escape?

Once the high starts to fade

I start to fade fade

I start to fade

I'll be happy when my smiles aren't in self defense

When I finally belong outside convenience

When they ask me how I'm doing

And they really care

For real

I fear

I fear

I fear

That life's not mine

And it's all too late?

What if I'm bound to break?

Cuz what if there's nowhere to escape?

Once the high starts to fade fade

I start to fade fade

Don't want to fade fade

I start to fade fade

Don't want to fade

Will I

Be a buzzkill forever?

Be a buzzkill forever?

Be a buzzkill forever?

Be a buzzkill forever?

Be a buzzkill forever?

Be a buzzkill forever?

Be a buzzkill forever?

Be a buzzkill forever?