Dual personality

That haunts each moment of this lie called slavery

Abundant thoughts bring me madness

Cut inside my newly turned subconscious mind

Why is there so much hatred

When did it become true

Why is this grief consuming me

This can't be true

Sometimes in my newborn dawn

I wish the sun I wish the light could be no more

But I'm wrong

Sometimes in my silent tomb the lifeless call

And ask me to embrace the cold

But I won't

Why can I be so wrong

My focus

What turned my sky into a blurry black pit

This isn't true

Time to come back and defeat my demons

The brightest of lights shines

So hidden in my soul

My paralyzed

Drowned feelings

Need to be no more

Every falling tear hurts more

I am a failure I hurt the ones I love

I am the blade that cuts myself

I try to change

Why is there so much hatred

When did it become true

Why is this grief consuming me

This monster can't be true

Help me save me

You must appear

Sorrow needs to leave me

Forever needs to fade away

The first string is supposed to be the strongest one

Irony

The first string is supposed to lead the lost

Save me

Take me again and let me come in forever

I have really tried but my trying is a pity

Let me see the light around me

The first string is broken by my deeds

Irony

I have it all I had it all but my existence is so wrong

Save me

The garden of delights is next to my inferno

I have really tried

What is wrong

Help me save me

The hidden light must appear

Sorrow needs to leave me

Forever needs to fade away

My paralyzed

Drowned feelings

Need to be no more

Why is there so much hatred

When did it become true

Why is this grief consuming me

This can't be true