I can't take anymore

I can't breathe

I'm sick of this

Goddamn darkness

Sick of sadness and tears

I throw it all up every

Single day

Together with

Last night's dinner

I have lost myself

Completely

I have convinced myself

I am someone else

For god's sake

I need to be real

I need touch

I need people

I have to turn my life around

But I will still be myself won't I