Beauty and Pain - Avrigus

Deep in the night it came to me

Torturing silently

Try but I can't seem to ever break free

From what is haunting me

Deep paranoia

It tears apart my heart

But in my soul

It's all I've ever known

I cut all of the hate I feel

My blood shed and revealed

All that has been wrong with me

The more I feel the more I ache

I can't go back

I fear more of life's beauty than pain

Thought's wouldn't stop playing upon my mind

Taunting me with what I'd find

Try but I can't seem to ever break free

From what is haunting me

Deep paranoia

It tears apart my heart

But in my soul

It's all I've ever known

I cut all of the hate I feel

My blood shed and revealed

All that has been wrong with me

The more I need the more I take

I can't go back

I fear more of life's beauty than pain

Once I believed

And I'd dream of a place

Where the weight of it all

Couldn't harm me

Now I know and I feel

This could never be real

On this path I walk alone

I cut all of the hate I feel

My blood shed and revealed

All that has been wrong with me

The more I see the more I hate

I can't go back

I fear more of life's beauty than

All of the hate I feel

My blood shed and revealed

All that has been wrong with me

The more I breathe the more I break

I can't go back

I feel all of life's beauty and pain