Broken Trust - SadBoyProlific/Mishaal Tamer/Monty Datta

Girl how will I love you I can't love myself

Each day I wake I wish I'm someone else

Girl how will I love you I can't love myself

Each day I wake I wish I'm someone else

Uh I swear these days I can't even hold conversations

Gave you my trust when everyone said you'd break it

I got lost in the sadness in ways of hatred

Now I'm battling myself and I don't know if I'mma make it

Weight of the world on my back but I'm still standing

We never seem to see the things we take for granted

Since 6 I was wishing I was on a different planet

We say were depressed they say we don't understand it

Funny 'cause I've known I was different for a while

Especially when they tell us the norm is to go and smile

I bet you that your angriest is me just being mild

What's a beast to society was something that's just wild

And what's someone my age these days besides a f**king child

My confidence just left my chest to single f**king file

I'm screaming at the mirror with my blood all on the tile

When we're at our lowest we forget that death is final

Most of us but these days it's like I don't

You'll be dead too keep copying your idols

The s**t I spit isn't some meaningless recital

It's the truth then I'll spit it

'Til the day that I slit my throat

Circles growing smaller I'm starting to see the signs

I got no regrets for those I had to leave behind

They held their hand out while the other had a knife

You can only get stabbed by the people right by your side

I wake up roll another blunt

And smoke it 'til the roach is done

Hoping that this d**e fills my lungs

So I don't go feel the gun

Yeah they think we kill ourselves for fun

Keep laughing 'cause I'm f**king done

Girl how'll I love you I can't love myself

Each day I wake I wish I'm someone else

Girl how'll I love you I can't love myself

Each day I wake I wish I'm someone else