Holding On (Explicit) - Phora

Written by：Casey T. Luong/Marco "Phora" Archer/Anthony "Anthro" Ruiz

Holding on doesn't feel the same

Nothing seems to cover up the pain

Baby I've been trying but you can't feel the same

About me baby

Baby hey hey

Baby I've been trying nothing seems to cover up the pain

Baby

I've been trying holding on holding on

Baby I've been trying nothing seems to cover up the pain

Baby

I've been trying holding on holding on

Yeah I've just been so numb it feels like nothing's real

I've just been so empty I can't f**kin' feel

But I can feel my body start to fade

My heart is cold that's why I'm so sick of taking all these f**kin' pills

F**kin' pills

I don't ever talk about it much

Drinking every day just to escape the memories of us

You paint me as a villain but my blood is on your brush

I was in it til' the end you was in it for the rush

See I'm scared of being hurt and I'm scared of getting close

Cause' the closest people to you

What are the ones that hurt you most

But it's hard to know your worth when everything is broke

Now I'm just drowning in my sorrow trying not to f**kin' choke

The more pain you go through the harder it feel

And the scars that we can't see are the hardest to heal

I gave you everything I'm just left with all of these pills

And even though I f**kin' hate you you have part of me still

Cry for you I promised that I never f**kin' cry for you

Die for you I can't be without you I would die for you

Bleed for you I do anything I f**kin' bleed for you

Why can't you understand I f**kin' needed you

Holding on doesn't feel the same

Nothing seems to cover up the pain

Baby I've been trying but you can't feel the same

About me baby

Baby I've been trying nothing seems to cover up the pain

Baby I've been trying holding on holding on

Baby I've been trying nothing seems to cover up the pain

Baby I've been trying holding on holding on

Baby baby baby baby

Baby baby

Holding on doesn't feel the same

Baby baby baby baby

Baby baby